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;; { about SheRz }
dob " 12nov86
sign " scorpio
working " accenture
loves " SJ & DBSK!!
wish to say " blissed~

;; { the cravIngs! }
' 77th st cap
' Red2 office dress
' New heels *DONE*
' Leather pants
' Boots
' Desktop
' New Phone
' Small Diamond Ring
' MP3 player

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;; { geT Outs }
Alan
Kim
Satya Yoga
Sweet Pie Shop House

;; { ancient hisTory }
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
Wednesday, January 7, 2009

;; { from the heart }

i recall the time, you said i am yours..
i recall the time, you said you love me..
i recall the time, you said you want me..
i recall the time, you said you can't do without me..

i want to call out to you..
i want to scream out to you..
that i really really love you..
that im sure of.

regrets.. not leaving him sooner..
regrets.. not realising your feelings earlier..
regrets.. our paths have long crossed..
regrets.. its too late to go back..

the heart yearns..
the heart feels..
the heart knows the pain and hurt..
but yet the heart will never forgets you..

without you, my nights seems so long..
every moment i open my eyes, your image just comes into my mind..
i imagine your presence, every moment i lay my eyes on something that triggers my memory of you..
you were there, you were real.. you were just there.. holding on to my hand..
pulling me into your arms.. hugging me so tight.. and telling me.. you love me..

without you, my days seems so long..
every moment someone mentions your name, my heart skipped a beat..
i imagine your presence, with my every breathe.. missing you.. every moment, every second..
you were there, you were real.. it is not a dream.. it is not a illusion..

reality has it.. i have to face it.. what we had together.. has hence stopped.
memories are so sweet, yet so hurtful..
how do one forget? how do one forgive? how do one just let go?
feeling broken, held on to a strong front, smile when it hurts so bad..

i know i am never alone with all my great friends by my side..
but an emptiness in the heart will never be filled, till the day i finally get over you..
i promised to try.. i promised to leave.. i promised to be happy..
so just when will it be?

if only we can go back in time..
if only i know my feelings earlier..
if only i truly know love..
if only i knew our heart..
if only we loved earlier..
if only we touched each other's life earlier..
if only.. if only..

the memories are engraved to my mind, my heart, my soul..
i will never forget.. thank you for leaving your footprint on my sands of my life..
even if its hurtful, you taught me one of the best lessons in life, that love can be so..

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