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;; { about SheRz }
dob " 12nov86
sign " scorpio
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loves " SJ & DBSK!!
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;; { the cravIngs! }
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' Red2 office dress
' New heels *DONE*
' Leather pants
' Boots
' Desktop
' New Phone
' Small Diamond Ring
' MP3 player
hehe havent been updating my blog for sometime. pretty tired ha hehehe! okok! tired + laziness!!
went to CR ytd with baobei, da ma, jor, edwin, patrick and terry. had fun =) i think i sang.. 4 or 5 songs ba? lol.. was mostly playing dice and cards.. that terry.. play big small with me, loser finish up one glass.. ahh.. i think i lost like 5 rounds.. heng one of them is almost pure mixer. LOL.. was a bit sey ytd ah.. but after puking, im awaken alr~! and i slept like abt 20min on baobei's lap.. haha battery recharged!! but we left kinda early ytd.. 2.20am.. before closing! thats pretty early :x
mummy birthday is coming!! thinking of what to get for her as bday gift!! although money is more practical but maybe can get her a little bracelet or sth.. STH THAT WILL NOT BREAK!! she already broke 3 bracelets i gave her! ARBISH!! T_T
i got so many things i gotta buy sia.. oh my~!
later going out to watch inkheart with dear~ should be nice! looks quite interesting leh! hehehe maybe going to get a memory for the digi cam which pop out in my house out of the blue! i am gonna claim ownership on it man! ITS MINE okie! and camwhore camwhore!!
so.. wat shall i wear later.. pants? skirts? dress? HMMM~~
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Tuesday, January 27, 2009
;; { jogged!! }
lol just back not long ago from my jog with toot bro! not bad! today wind was good and i did sweat quite a bit! hahah! gotta do this more often man. need to exercise! hahaha!
i took the bus over to his place and we went to the fishing area to have a short jog.. we jogged one round and walked one round. after that we went over to his place to see his little doggie! weiwei is so cute! keep on sajiao to me loh. hehhe! when her bday, im gonna buy a leash for her so i can bring her out for a walk! after which, bro see me home and took this chance to show him around my house. know him so long alr finally he got the chance to visit my place! LOL
i just finished my dinner.. omg.. so full.. din eat much ah.. so late eat.. no appetite.. but someone say i must eat so gg must eat loh T_T torturer! hehe
tml work liao.. so sian.. omg.. but im looking forward to the evening. ting's mum jio'ed mahjong so i heading over to her place after work for some tile workout. LOL! huat ah! I guess i am gonna be super tired on thurs since i dono how long the mahjong will take.. haiz..
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;; { random }
lol just saw this horoscope thingy on facebook.. interesting~
Scorpio Love Horoscope A new friendship or romance could begin, or an established relationship can be revitalized and enhanced. If there is someone you have wanted to reach out to, doing so now is likely to create warm feelings between you, and may be the start of something wonderful. Your desire for love, companionship, and affection are the main focus for you.
anyway just finished loading some rock and hip songs into my mp3. gotta go jogging! post back later =) ciaos!
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Monday, January 26, 2009
;; { yawns~ }
good morning all~!! ok its gonna be 12 soon.. first time cny i woke up late ard like 10plus!! normally 9 i should be up alr. too tired hehe
enjoyed heading out for lau hei ytd =) although im super tired but you heading off le ma so pei you a bit wahahah! gan dong not =x although you not here with me but as promised i will guai guai and take care of myself okay? =) i can sense ur presence hahaha ^^
day 1: wearing pink stripe halter dress~ feminie loh~ wahhahaha!!
not sure if any plans tml~ see how.. maybe just rest whole day at home as usual hehe!
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Sunday, January 25, 2009
;; { happy new year!! }
to all my dearest! happy new year!!
woo! i have a wonderful weekend till now =) totally enjoyed myself..
finally home sweet home after 2 days of staying out!
only slept for 4 hrs ah.. im tired.. lol.. just home though.. and gotta head out soon!
i shall blog again tonight or sth when i have time! tata~!
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Friday, January 23, 2009
;; { hahhahah :x }
pop goes the weasel~ lol!!
ytd was my first day at moe!! long train ride to work ah! but the environment was okay! with vincent sitting beside, i wont feel bored or sianz la hahaha got ppl to crap with me i of cos happy la! glad to know some of the ppl here. they are quite funny ppl =)
ytd was so tiring.. went out with mr fang till almost midnight then home although was dead tired hahaha.. ended up taking a cab home la :x and stuffs to think thru as well mmhmm~!
later going out with dear for some shopping and makan dan staying over at her house.. next day, meet ting go shopping as well! dan staying over at her house with OVERNIGHT MAHJONG! yay yay! packed weekend! I cant wait for steamboat on Sunday with my relatives =) so looking forward for CNY..
gong xi gong xi~
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Wednesday, January 21, 2009
;; { lack of exercise }
alamaks this whole week lack of exercise! no chance to go jogging!! so lost!! today heading over to have dinner.. tml first day report to moe.. heard from vincent that might have lau yu sheng with client... friday after lau yu sheng at RCT gotta go out with dear.. then wont be home till sunday which is reunion dinner alr! dan new year alr! omg~! no need run le!!! must do back next wk... tsk tsk..
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Tuesday, January 20, 2009
;; { im so full }
just had gelare for "supper" wah lao.. so sinful.. very full now loh.. i wanna puke!! alr did my crunches! now wait for hair to dry dan i shall go ko le.
feb would be busy for me! set for programmes on 1st, 7th and 14th! yes! valentine's day! im celebrating with my darlings for once! yay!! its gonna be great =)
this week is really wierd ah.. it just started.. and i got snooked 3 times.. headache.. why u ppl like that.. argh!!
was angry ytd la! i so tired. i waited up till 12mn, planning to sing happy birthday to mr ALBERT SIOW! dan he never hear the phone ring loh! ANGRY! i thot he sleep at least not so bad END UP HE IS DRINKING! _|_ DAN! still dare to call back! i was alr sleeping and i don wan to hear his voice so i slient my phone! AND HE DONO WHAT IS GIVE UP! call another two more times and wake me up another two more times. SLIENT SLIENT! BISH!! at least he called this morning to apologise. =.= next year no more liao. i don wan stay up le! WASTE MY TIME T_T
i m so kancheong going MOE on thursday.. hope i can bring one of my new babies over :P
this week im also quite packed.. fri staying at dear's place.. sat staying at ting's place.. will try to find a new guy shirt and jeans for myself to wear when going shopping with ting on sat =) maybe i can scare some of my relatives on CNY with my butch style. WAHAHA!!
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Monday, January 19, 2009
;; { its monday! }
wow.. the sun must have risen from the west today la. lol.. im actually feeling kinda high.. must be luo's song! haha two of his fast beat songs played on my player then i was alighting the train! woohhaa~!
having my breakfast slowly now.. so lazy to chew. wonder how long i m gonna take eating it. hehe.. later gotta do my handover stuff alr.. oh.. going proj site on thurs! im so kancheong.. i guess later during lunch will be going to get my java bk from library to read thru..
had a fun day ytd. chris cleared TC4 with one credit =.= mad one!! dan we played this hammer hammer thingy. that one quite fun! but reaction too slow la har for me LOL!!
reached home close to 11 ytd. was on msn with someone and i discovered something quite shocking.. but he said it was alright.. i leave it at that.. i din mean to.. im sorry and i din know when and how it happened.. din ask much so we switched topic after he told me this 'secret'.
tonight i should be going to do my nails at gracies! been a while since i did my nails.. im on the spending spree ah! ytd i bought 3 tops for my brothers and daddy.. but i think ended up all only quan can wear! correction! is me and quan can wear! lol! i cut my hair ytd! like nv cut like that leh! i very sad! i wanted to change my style but that stylist say trim will be ok :/ nvm! still got next time! im gonna change my style again later tis yr.. long hair? NAH! not for now at least =)
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Sunday, January 18, 2009
;; { dont say goodbye.. }
xiah~ oh my darling!! AHH!!! *screams* LOL! damn high in the morning :x
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Saturday, January 17, 2009
;; { ahhh~~!! }
this morning had a headache.. i think i had a bit too much.. i can feel myself getting a bit too high.. even da ma and baobei can sense it.. LOL.. well.. i guess i am reallynot that sober but definitely not drunk yet ya!! but i got parts and pieces of my memory chipped off.. but they all say i never do anything stupid la so.. don care la haha.. i think the da by jb, one sip of that gao gao mixture from sheri and last da with bernard did it. after the last da, my head is like wooo~ ko'ed!! LOL.. oh yea.. my eyes went watery when singing a emo song, baobei was like "why your eyes so wet de!" hahah!! sorry! i din mean for that to happen!
drank till around 2plus dan chris reached sunshine plaza to fetch me home. baobei chase me away T_T met up with chris ard 3plus? ended up he sent me and er ma home =P thanks so much =) so sorry you were so tired the next day..
i slept at ard 4plus close to 5 i think.. woke up at 8.. lie there toss and turned till 10 dan finally climb up and wash up.. helped mummy to go out and carry stuff!! twice! omg.. my arms.. dying..
had a talk with mummy.. im so shocked when she knows certain things that i have never told her! she knows i fell for another, she knows its him when she saw him, she knows almost like everything! i so love her man!! it made me guilty that i have been neglecting my family.. i gotta try and come home earlier more often and have dinner with them.. lucky cny coming le! gonna have a lot of quality time with them! love you mum! love you daddy! love my family!!
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Thursday, January 15, 2009
;; { SJ I LOVE YOU!!! }
omg i love you so much la!! so cute!! DONGHAE OPPA EUNHYUK OPPA~!!!! :x
been a long time since my craziness over them surfaced~ OMG~!!!! AHHH! *SCREAMS*
Their Cuteness!!
Their Shuai-ness!! Ohh~~ *nose bleeds*
P.S: I love this!! Look at their coord when they dance. OMG~
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;; { friday tml~ }
yay~ tml will be friday~!! and yes.. sorry but yea.. i going to come back home late.. haha.. friends' fren bday.. =)
zouk ytd was fun but i will never ever wear heels to go clubbing again!! damn pain man.. we reached ard 9pm. the queue was damn long!! but heng ting's friend know a regular there, so we were able to get in. cut q cut q hehe! went mambo till ard 1plus dan proceed to phuture~ mambo is damn cute oh. but kinda hard to follow the actions la. we just crazy ourselves there~ hehe.. and really, some guys are really so disgusting and idiotic and irritating!! i managed to punch and pinch one (on the stomach till he back off) cos he was touching my fren! and elbowed a few that is too near. its super crowded loh! phew!
reached home around 4plus. slept at 5plus.. woke up around 10 i think. lie on bed awhile dan see my hp.. woolala~ baobei they all at DTE~ so went to join them for makan before my appt.. =)
today's msn a bit quiet.. feel so empty~ lol! gonna slp early at approx 10plus if not later someone say i not enough sleep again :P
it just puzzle me how can someone be so fucking insensitive?
did u even think i might have saw that?
did u even think i might be hurt?
did u even think? well.. i guess not since im not that impt like u first said at all?
argh!!
*sorry for venting, i need to release*
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;; { am i too much? }
haiz.. daddy spoke to me on sunday when i was home at 9am..
dad: ting ah.. why nowadays you always go out till so hate? me: huh.. no la.. weekend only ma.. dad: every weekend loh.. you know daddy and mummy worry a not? me: i know la.. i nv do stupid things la okie? dad: try to be home la hoh.. don always go out till so late can? you got bf har? me: no la.. your dotter is single la.. dad: hmm hao loh.. don keep go club pub lounge ah! be careful me: orh.. okie loh.. *hugs & muacks*
dan~ this morning i called mummy to tell her i will be home late tonight..
me: ma.. i going out tonight. not so early come back. don lock door okie? ma: again? why everyday so late come home? me: i got things on mah.. ma: aiyo. even ah yi is worrying abt you! that day fri she come mahjong till so late also ask where is ah ting. you know a not? me: har? aiya.. i will take care of myself one la.. this month more busy only.. ma: not know take care a not. u know our here come back late very dangerous a not? me: i know.. if late, mostly got ppl see me home de.. ma: not say if ppl got see u home a not.. just try not to keep going out so late can? u must know we worry abt you de leh.. me: orh ok ok i try i try okay?
liews.. double 100% chokeslam + snooked combo..
conclusion - ok its time to try and be guai.. after my commitments :/
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;; { ahh... }
why am i up so early? mr angela smsed me.. dono whats wrong with him.. always getting drunk nowadays.. ask him also don wan say.. tsk.. and if you are reading, _|_! promise to drink less and smoke less right? don break promises right? then what is this har? its your health if you don wan to take care of it.. ur choice.. told you got prob can talk to me liao, you ownself mai gong.. dono you ah..i try to ask liao loh.. tsk!!!
tonight gonna go zouk for a girls night out. =) finally get to go zouk! what should i wear? manly? girly? hmm~
tml took leave so i could go and get my knee checked after the stupid bike accident last year *like very long actually just few months LOL* doubt anything is wrong with it la.. im still walking and jumping and dancing? haha..
shall blog again when i back tonight or sth.. cheers loves~
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
;; { la la la~ }
finally got sufficient sleep last night!!
for 2 days str8 im home early. before 7pm! hehe although i did head out after that, it is exercise okay! hehe..
not sure how come become such a exercise freak.. i guess my wires really went sot after some major changes in my life.. but exercising is good so~ why not ^^
gonna change my exercise routine a bit.. xiaodi says 150 crunches are too much as i will be training my abomen muscles.. which then my tummy will not be flat, which is what i aimed! so! he teached me to do the bridge. so gotta change my routine le. hehe..
now rotting a bit before i go out for my yoga class.. i shall bring my stuff to shower then so come home, msn awhile and i shall KO for the day~!
slept kinda earli last night! 10plus! but still tired.. mentally drained. dono why! argh! but not that sleep ah.. hehe..
had a great jog ytd! the breeze was great! but super tiring ah.. lol when i reach my end point at the traffic light, i was like leaning on the light post, light headed like gonna faint like that lol! but i din of cos :x after the traffic light slowly walk home.. dan chiong up the stairs.. and end of exercise session!
dan ting sms me said that yoga this wk would be on tues.. other days cannot le.. no choice.. if i knew, i wont go run le T_T dog bless me later? lol! got a feeling we will be talking abt some issues tonight.. hehe.. lets see how it goes.
just ate breakfast! so full! i love me tea :x
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Monday, January 12, 2009
;; { I WAN I WAN! }
so many things i wanna do/ eat/ wish!
- yumcha egg tarts - durians - mr teh tarik's ice milk tea - ktv - mahjong - curry chicken - hair cut - new clothes!~ :x - swimming in the rain - jogging in the rain - cycling in the rain - going beach in the rain - RAIN! *prays for rain tonight so i can go walk walk*
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Sunday, January 11, 2009
;; { sunday again!? }
yawns! tired! lol..
reached home at around 9plus this morning.. slept ard 10plus.. 3 hrs later and im up! later still going newton to mum mum with the RU gang.. shagged! i hope i don sleep hahah! later ppl gonna call me kun shin again! should be wearing my specs as well ba.. lazy.. i don even feel like moving my butt to shower sia!!
ytd had a great time! went to red cliff movie marathon with chris! wah lao red cliff is damn the nice la!! my gan xing~ aww!!! the guy acting as zhao yun is pretty gd at fighting!! and zhang fei is so cute la!! LOL!! we watched from 9pm till like 2 to 3am ba. dan we stroll till my office to get my charger! which i left in the office! BLUR ME! ARGH!!
after that took a cab to ECP, which we reach abt 3-4am ba. mr chris went to eat CARL JUNIOR FOR HIS SUPPER! yes fast food! TSK! lol. dan we proceed to the beach~! we both super shag ah.. sit on the chair, set alarm and KO'ed! LOL bodyache after waking up at 6.30. and waited for the sunrise!
and..
ECP GOT NO SUNRISE!! CHEAT MY FEELINGS!! Hahaha! Couldn't see the orange sun rising.. But the dawn break was amazing. So pretty! Breeze was cool as well! damn nice~ Sayang no rain la :x Now i know if i wan see sunrise, i shall stick to PRP. Maybe i should go changi and try see got sunrise not too~ Woohoo! Fun!
After rotting a bit at the beach watching the boat, sky and stuff.. we went for breakfast at Mac~ then took a cab back home..
dog bless me tonight i don sleep at the dinner! lol i shall survive!!
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Saturday, January 10, 2009
;; { morning~ }
wahhhh woke at 11plus i wan to slp!! but mummy need to vaccum the room.. sobs!!
thinking if i should wear my specs out later. lol! sure kena say by baobei why wear out and scare ppl de T_T but if going stay up for long hours, i guess better not to wear contact lens ba!
later go and get ready le! i shall go without bag today!! hhahaha free hands :x
nth much to blog now! blog more when im more alive!
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;; { busy weekend! }
woo! i just reached home, bathed and did some crunches and situps. din do my daily 150 though.. kinda late and tired. so only did 50 and 30 respectively.
had co event today. it was kinda fun preparing for the stuff although its kinda last min. quite enjoyable though! but the event dragged for some time.. so i din have time to eat the buffet then i gotta go as my movie is starting soon. oh yea! i feel so guilty for indirectly sabo-ing guohua!! hahaa i just grabbed him when i saw him to take the photo and he got selected to go up stage for catwalk! haha! i din know the candidates will need to walk the catwalk de oh! im innocent! but he did pretty good! and he won! yay! so proud of him!! ^^
after the co event, went to meet chris for ponyo movie. it was really nice! im a sucker for cute things la wah lao the boy and the fish is so damn cute. story is not bad although a bit fantasy la.. but thats what animations are for right? i gotta catch howl's moving castle someday when im free! after the movie, went to the arcade and went to meet luny for beancurd. now i know where is the nice beancurd i heard someone say before le!! hehe!
after eating, luny drove us to loyang temple to pray pray bai bai~ after that fetched me home. thank you so much boy =)
now i shall wait for my hair to dry before i ko! i want to slp late late tml! no 12 i don wan wake up! hehe! meeting baobei, kim, qi and chris for minds cafe at mid-noon! after tat would be catching red cliff movie marathon! gonna be a fun wkend! i don think i will be home tml to blog hmm~ only be home on sunday morning i guess! and sunday evening for farewell dinner + mahjong(pending) for our beloved gui who is going back to japan soon! T_T we will miss ya!
so.. dog bless me on monday!! lol!! im gonna be super shagged.
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Friday, January 9, 2009
;; { i miss you }
Sha-la-la-la-la, sha-la-la-la-la You used to call me your angel Said I was sent straight down from heaven You'd hold me close in your arms
I loved the way you felt so strong I never wanted you to leave I wanted you to stay here holding me
I miss you I miss your smile And I still shed a tear Every once in a while And even though it's different now You're still here somehow My heart won't let you go And I need you to know I miss you, sha la la la la I miss you
You used to call me your dreamer And now I'm living out my dream Oh how I wish you could see Everything that's happening for me I'm thinking back on the past It's true that time is flying by too fast
I know you're in a better place, yeah But I wish that I could see your face, oh I know you're where you need to be Even though it's not here with me
got a hard time leaving my bed today! din have the time to make up!! haiz have to bring my make up bag to office.. later after breakfast then i go and make up liao. hhaha. saw guohua when i was buying breakfast today. kinda qiao =)
tonight would be having a community event at smu till around 9pm? after that will head back to office to get my stuff and head over for some drinks.. yes! alone! lol!
prob going for a movie after my drinks and music at the lounge. ^^
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;; { how can i not love you }
Cannot touch.. Cannot hold.. Cannot be together.. Cannot love.. Cannot kiss.. Cannot love each other..
Must be strong and we must let go Cannot say what our hearts must know
How can I not love you What do I tell my heart When do I not want you here in my arms How does one walks away From all of the memories How do I not miss you when you are gone
Cannot trip.. Cannot share sweet and tender moments.. Cannot feel how we feel.. Must pretend it's over Must be brave and we must go on Must not say.. Wat we no longer long
How can I not love you What do I tell my heart When do I not want you here in my arms How does one walks away From all of the memories How do I not miss you when you are gone
How can I not love you
Must be brave and we must be strong Cannot say what we no longer long
How can I not love you What do I tell my heart When do I not want you here in my arms How does one walks away From all of the memories How do I not miss you when you are gone
How can I not love you When you are gone
another song i heard on the train today.. love the lyrics =)
i recall the time, you said i am yours.. i recall the time, you said you love me.. i recall the time, you said you want me.. i recall the time, you said you can't do without me..
i want to call out to you.. i want to scream out to you.. that i really really love you.. that im sure of.
regrets.. not leaving him sooner.. regrets.. not realising your feelings earlier.. regrets.. our paths have long crossed.. regrets.. its too late to go back..
the heart yearns.. the heart feels.. the heart knows the pain and hurt.. but yet the heart will never forgets you..
without you, my nights seems so long.. every moment i open my eyes, your image just comes into my mind.. i imagine your presence, every moment i lay my eyes on something that triggers my memory of you.. you were there, you were real.. you were just there.. holding on to my hand.. pulling me into your arms.. hugging me so tight.. and telling me.. you love me..
without you, my days seems so long.. every moment someone mentions your name, my heart skipped a beat.. i imagine your presence, with my every breathe.. missing you.. every moment, every second.. you were there, you were real.. it is not a dream.. it is not a illusion..
reality has it.. i have to face it.. what we had together.. has hence stopped. memories are so sweet, yet so hurtful.. how do one forget? how do one forgive? how do one just let go? feeling broken, held on to a strong front, smile when it hurts so bad..
i know i am never alone with all my great friends by my side.. but an emptiness in the heart will never be filled, till the day i finally get over you.. i promised to try.. i promised to leave.. i promised to be happy.. so just when will it be?
if only we can go back in time.. if only i know my feelings earlier.. if only i truly know love.. if only i knew our heart.. if only we loved earlier.. if only we touched each other's life earlier.. if only.. if only..
the memories are engraved to my mind, my heart, my soul.. i will never forget.. thank you for leaving your footprint on my sands of my life.. even if its hurtful, you taught me one of the best lessons in life, that love can be so..
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Tuesday, January 6, 2009
;; { sour'ed legs }
im suffering from a cough, phelgm, aching legs, aching back, aching arms and sore feet!! omg! i feel terrible la lol!!
i still kena forced to walk home and climb stairs by baobei! im so sad! she so evil :x LOL! ok la! i know you wanna push me on don wan me give up on resolution! ok loh.. wei wo hao! i know de. hehe. next time we try the sports marathon together and then see how it goes okay? muahahha!
we watched bedtime story tgt~ it was pretty good! worth a watch! kim and her fren was in the same threatre with us~ hehe we went for some arcade hoops after the movie and took a walk home~
meh2 cant go for minds cafe le.. sadden.. her work is on sat not sun.. i thot would be able to hang out tgt again... T_T
i gotta paint my legs with yoko yoko later.. hope it gets better tml~ maybe i shall rest for the night tml? LOL!
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;; { the power of love }
the whispers in the morning of lovers sleeping tight are rolling like thunder now as i look in your eyes
i hold on to your body and feel each move you make your voice is warm and tender a love that i could not forsake
'coz i am your lady and you are my man whenever you reach for me i'll do all that i can
lost is how i'm feeling lying in your arms when the world outside's too much to take that all ends when i'm with you
even though there may be times it seems i'm far away (but) never wonder where i am 'coz i am always by your side
we're heading for something somewhere i've never been sometimes i am frightened but i'm ready to learn ('bout) of the power of love
the power of love the sound of your heart beating made it clear suddenly the feeling that i can't go on is light years away
heard this song before i started my run back home from the condo.. brought tears to my eyes.. but still, if such a power exist, when will it be mine?
bitched @|3:17 PM|
;; { finalised new year resolution! }
1. saved and gone for an overseas trip to taiwan as promised to dear. 2. pay back all my debts~ (exclude gym as it is pending of 2 yrs). 3. get over him. 4. get a new pc. 5. be healthy.. pretty sicky since i got emo'ed. 6. lose 2 kg and maintain. 7. flat tummy and V. 8. be able to 摸牌. 9. train my arm muscles. 10. get a naval piercing? *pending* 11. get a stable career. 12. plan on which degree to take.
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Monday, January 5, 2009
;; { total drainage! }
woo!! totally shag today!!
after work, i went home to pack for my exercise plans..
i went for: - a swim (4 laps) *i wanted to swim more but the pool only have me. then i scared la >.< - a jog (from elias green to my house) *got walk in between la.. for one traffic light distance* - climbing stairs (to the 5th storey) *damn tired this one! i think i took 1min plus* - took a nice long shower - 120 crunches *i wanted to do 150 but i can feel my stomach cramping so i stopped at 120* - 30 situps *to make up the 30 crunches.. easier to do mah >.<* - 20 leglifts *as promised to ade*
and i KO'ed. lol! tired la omg!! i will NOT go for swimming dan jogging again. maybe i shall try cycling and swimming as a combo. easier la! jogging with a bag very gan kor..
oops! i forgot to eat med again! shall go and eat now before someone nags me :x
ciaos for today~!
bitched @|9:40 PM|
;; { 爱我的人和我爱的人 }
盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人
却将你伤的最深
我不忍我不能
别再认真
忘了我的人
离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问我不能
拥在怀中
直到他变冷
爱我的人对我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围
盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人
却将你伤的最深
我不忍我不能
别再认真
忘了我的人
爱我的人对我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围
爱我的人对我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围
bitched @|6:55 PM|
;; { where is the rain? }
i miss the feeling of walking in the rain, feeling so free, so cool, so cleansed, so relaxed..
have been like 3 weeks or more ever since i walked in the rain.. i wish for a heavy downpour like that day in Nov.. the downpour drenched me within 5 seconds. like wow, i feel so cleansed! it felt as if it washed away my sins, my guilt, my blood and everything..
i gotta hunt for another spot to sit in the rain haha! somewhere decreet and no one can see me wahaha! wish me luck in hunting my new secret spot. =)
ahh monday blues!! why must the weekend past so fast!! hate it!!
officially my feet is ko'ed hahha! i took 90 min walking home from ting's place. i really took my own sweet time eh? walked from 11.30 to 1pm sia! damn hot weather! i was listening to the FM.. it said it will rain. but it din! i was so sad.. after i reached my blk, i ran up the stairs within 30 sec! woo! shiok but i was damn tired la LOL!
why did i walked hm? hmm.. yea you guessed it! emo'ed! haha but it wasn't a big case one la.. so many ppl ard at that timing!
two conseq days of zoo and mahjong are physically and mentally straining sia! my brain feels dead, my body feel aches, my legs feel nothing!! so i spent sunday resting at hm. now feeling a bit feverish, cough is still there, throat got phelgm and always having nose blocks at night! ARGH!
well.. i going to sleep soon, med is working its effect on me! hope i get well tml!
tgif!! and im on half day leave! yay!! going to the zoo later with baobei, dh, angela and xiaodi. meh2 and kim not joining us.. so sad.. not sure if at night going where not~! pending! hehe.
tml im going to the zoo AGAIN with the RUonline gang. And dear say maybe she not going T_T. she say i cfm need to go then she might not go. so sad sia.. They are still planning after zoo activities~ I gotta leave at 10plus though. going overnight mahjong at ting's house and count down to her bday!!
ytd after yoga, me and ade finally told ting abt what we kept from her. she was so shocked la.. kena nagged and fierced >.< so scary! but now that we told her le, we felt better.. now they finally understand why it is still taking me so long to let go. =) im so glad to have them both as my jiemei. really loves them a lot~
i guess my nxt rest day should be sunday again at ting house! i must really rest one day per wk sia.. if not i will get sick again.. :x
bitched @|10:09 AM|
[[ - to love again - ]]
Thursday, January 1, 2009
;; { happy new year }
welcome 2009!! woo!!
i enjoyed myself at the buffet, countdown and mahjong!! eat till damn full la. thanks mummy for the treat at buffet! hehee! we went holland v to countdown after that, ray and mummy don believe i cannot drink loh! sobs. lucky my reaction fast! pour into their glass and ta with my drips~ lol! i was damn red that night loh!!!after that, we went for mahjong! wah we played til 6plus dan we left xdj's house.. so shagged till i za hu sia! LOL. i was on the winning hand, eating up all the roosters! until my fellow tigeress joined the game for ben. dan lose lose le! and i fed ray wang zi 5 tais loh!! hahaha i keep saying abt it during the whole day hehehe!
after the game wanted to take cab home de.. but wth.. no cab loh.. end up i walk till the main road and saw there is actually bus to my house. so i waited for the bus and took it home. on the way home, din know what came over me, i just started to tear, listening to songs on my mp4. i guess its the memories we had in the bus.. and some other stuff. thought of the things he once said to me, heart began to hurt.. and yea.. i din get to wait till after thurs dan emo'ed. damn weak ah..
but like all of them say! next yr will be a better year. lets go make it a better year okie! i will try my best to do all my nyr!!
