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created " 18 dec 08
for " fark? *lol*
owner " sheRz
design " sheRz
css " sheRz

;; { about SheRz }
dob " 12nov86
sign " scorpio
working " accenture
loves " SJ & DBSK!!
wish to say " blissed~

;; { the cravIngs! }
' 77th st cap
' Red2 office dress
' New heels *DONE*
' Leather pants
' Boots
' Desktop
' New Phone
' Small Diamond Ring
' MP3 player

;; { bitch Talk }


;; { sheRz' playing }



;; { geT Outs }
Alan
Kim
Satya Yoga
Sweet Pie Shop House

;; { ancient hisTory }
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
Tuesday, December 30, 2008

;; { new year resolution }

by the end of 2009:

1. saved and gone for an overseas trip to taiwan as promised to dear.
2. pay back all my debts~ (exclude gym as it is pending of 2 yrs).
3. get over him.
4. get a new pc.
5. be healthy.. pretty sicky since i got emo'ed.
6. lose 2 kg and maintain.
7. flat tummy and V.
8. be able to 摸牌.
9. train my arm muscles.
10. get a naval piercing? *pending*

bitched @|9:37 PM|

;; { sick.. }

my throat is killing me!! oh no!! i don wanna be sick for the countdown!! later gonna see the doc and have plenty of water. ARGH!

din emo'ed ytd! din have time to as well.. was helping ade with her site till ard 10plus and then we took the train back.. when we were on the way back, we had a chat which we both revealed something that we din know how to tell each other.. so shocking for the both of us.. its good that we tell each other now alr but now we gotta think how can we tell it to ting.. >.< i think sure kena scolding from her de.. but after we have told each other our secrets, we had a heart to heart talk.. i felt slightly better after talking to her, revealing some of my darkest feelings. and she understood.. so i guess thats why i din emo as well..

i think i will try not to be emo till maybe thursday? lol.. see when i cannot take it anymore~* hehe..

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Monday, December 29, 2008

;; { lesson learnt }

what is the use of thinking for others? when you have to suffer yourself in the depths of hurt and pain.

selfishness is actually a way to protect yourself.

i guess i should learn to be selfish too.

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;; { blues }

monday blues..~*

currently listening to xiao jing teng's blues as well..

blue blue blue~

i guess tonight might be a emo night! :x

bitched @|9:23 AM|

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Sunday, December 28, 2008

;; { its sunday alr!! >.< }

time flew la!! omg.. its already sunday night!!

had great fun at the beach yesterday! the breeze, sun, beach, clouds, stars are so wonderful!! stayed from 4plus 5 till around 9pm! dan we went to neBo to play the basketball game. Heheh! we went to the arcade till like almost 12mn before me and baobei walked home from DTE. baobei accompanied me walked from DTE to my house dan she walked back hm! i think she took like an hour loh! took her own sweet time sia!

we took total of 230 photos!! LoL! power leh!! and i hit 1200 photos in Facebook! Yay! Fulfilled my new year resolution!

just did 125 crunches with Chris over the msn. wah lao can die la.. tml still have to chiong 150 crunches with him. god bless me please! LOL!

feeling blues.. tml is monday le.. work work work.. >.<'' i decided to cut down on my expenses this month. already damn leongs.. i need determination! I CAN DO IT! HELP ME GUYS!!

bitched @|10:07 PM|

;; { 他没有错 }

就这样放了彼此的手
究竟是尽头还是个出口
只是我还记得
他每一次抚摸
只是我还熟悉
他每一个轮廓
不知道从此要难过多久
我相信一定和孤独一样久
原来天长地久是形容一种痛
这样的有始有终换来怎样的海阔天空
他没有错 只是没有爱我很久
他没有错 是我飞蛾扑火
我求一个经过不妄想一个结果
他没有错 他没有错
只是没有为我停留他没有错
是爱的不是时候他没有错
只是没有陪我到最后没有陪我到最后

i heard this song when i was on my way to meet baobei and dh.. find it relating.. but i promised i wont emo today.. so i shall just post this lyrics here and rest for the day.. post abt our picnic outing tml!

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Saturday, December 27, 2008

;; { dance dance~! }

woo!! ytd counted as my first time going clubbing! was great fun!! kim's fren wilson wasnt feeling great so jio'ed kim to go. kim asked me~ and we asked baobei!

before meeting them for clubbing, went to old airport road to eat! some of the food we got is really nice! but the longest queue char kway teow wasn't good AT ALL! so disappointing loh.. we walked such a long way to head there >.< yea! we got lost.. well~! my 1st time taking bus there ma! must forgive me hahah!! after dinner, we took a cab back to my hse to pack rhea's bag and i got changed to meet baobei and kim at whitesands to head down to st james.

met kim's fren wilson at the entrance of dragonfly. outside we listen they singing 千年之恋! quite happy! but once we go in, TMD! the songs all so cheena like chinese new year.. so we head over to powerhouse.. since kims another group of friends are there.

dance like mad! i sweat like fark! lol my shirt was completely damp man! i was actually wearing my butch wear ytd. but after dancing so hot, i transformed my butch shirt to a half top. LOL! in an instant i became a girl again! was dirty dancing with all the girls in the gang. fun~!! touching everywhere hahah!! partied till ard 3plus dan slowly made our way home le. which is actually quite early! normally we stayed till closing de. hehe but wilson gotta work next day n most of us is quite tired. so headed hm.

reached home around 4am.. showered.. facebooked.. msned~ slept at 5plus.. AND WOKE at 10plus! OMG!! i feel tired... I wanna sleep! might go and nap soon~!

later meeting DH and baobei for picnic and kite flying! yay!! i think i will KO on the beach. I hope I will stay dry later hahha!

shall stop for now.. my mind cannot think le! LOL! ciaos~

bitched @|11:56 AM|

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Friday, December 26, 2008

;; { Blind by Lifehouse }

I just realised the lyrics of this song is so meaningful.. though i had this song for ages..

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain
I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

bitched @|11:59 AM|

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Thursday, December 25, 2008

;; { merry xmas }

hey guys! a merry christmas to all!!



i guess ytd can be considered my first time actually "celebrating" xmas! reached hm almost 6am in the morning! totally shag-a-tonic! lol now having headache omg! old liao cannot take late nights lol.. probably gonna go back ko soon.



had a lovely night! after xmas luncoh at office, i went shopping with dear and xdj~! after that we decided to go tcc to rest our aching legs.. then we saw feb, tai and keith there! so qiao right! so we sat there and talked cock till leon came.. and we head off for steamboat! the couple ben and minko only joined us at the steamboat~



steamboat was nice. i became the prawn peeler. :x LOL! finally get to see our da wei wang daddy tai de makan skills. really can eat man! i guess im the female da wei wang there ba. the girls aren't eating much! after we finish steamboat, we went to ah chooi for dessert! power right! the honeydew sago was nice~! can try oh!



thats when i recieved chris sms i think.. jio me go k leh! wahhahah! free ktv!! why not!! after dessert i followed the gang to asylum where they got some drinks. din join them for long, dan chris was here to pick me up. so we went for k!



when we reached the ktv place, was alr 12plus and stil gotta wait for a room!! happening place la. first and last time im going there! the toilet damn dirty loh.. and got those idiotic drunk men =.= and i even saw a lady peeing without closing the door! omg.. but i sang quite a lot haha chris' buds are pretty friendly! and such a coincidence one of his friends is actually my brother's senior in the army! cool eh! reached home close to 6! Ko'ed at 6plus hehe..

Woke up at 9.30.. and force myself to sleep again till around 1pm. washed up, had breakfast. talk a bit on msn. went back to nap. fetched rhea from the mrt at 5plus! before that i saw baobei and DH! haha and i confisicated baobei's ciggie and lighter!! :x right now she should be enjoying drinks with alan ba! that alan better don smoke also.. =.=''

just went for dinner with bro toots by the beach! had a great time talking about matters of the heart and some crap. the screaming was farking awesome dude! but please! don do it again! LOL!!

finally im home now waiting for rhea and jas to let them in before i can KO completely.. sadden i got work tml..

i doubt i will have strength to go havoc tml.. >.<''

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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

;; { xmas eve! }

ooopss.. i din post ytd! was too tired hahha!! KOed at around 12mn.

had a wonderful night with baobei and kim. camwhored quite a bit i think. LOL!

we waited for kim till 6.30pm before we left work. ended up kim waited for both of us at the MRT. after that we went to bedko 85 to mum mum! had fried oyster, chicken wings, otah, bak chor mee and tang yuan! so full!

after that we took a cab to whitesands.. we went to the arcade and played the bball game! baobei so li hai! me and kim jiu... haiz.. LOL!! dan we tried this new jap game.. pressing of 16 buttons disco tapping thing. its quite fun leh!! we will go and try again!! LOL!!

time flew! before we know it, it was already 10pm then the arcade is closing. SUPER SAD! before we left the building, we took some funny pics with trees, signs and stuff :x

we decided to walk home from whitesands. baobei say will walk with us till my house then she take the bus back. so we began walking, as usual, we started singing. dan the below happened:

sherz: 'oi, u two sing one duet leh. i record vid!'
baobei: 'sing what?'
kim: 'i dono what to sing leh..'
sherz: 'sing 你最珍贵 loh! nice leh that song'
baobei: 'i cannot sing that one la. i cannot reach'
kim: 'hmmm'
baobei: 'that time ah! dono with which 王八蛋 sing with me. cmi!'
kim: 'ME LAH!'

They look at each other for one spilt second and..
*immediate laughter*

LOL!! damn funny la! i recorded them laughing.. kim will post up the video soon ^^ we are stuck there laughing like a whole 4-5min!!

i reached home almost at 11pm.. showered and all, settle down and use my pc to upload ade's website.. dan finally koed.

such a good weather today, sleepy leh!! zz!

later going for the Xmas lunch party~! After that shopping with dear and xdj, then meet up with the RUOnline gang for steamboat(?) at bugis! After that go dear's house to overnight~ Yay~ So long never go her place alr!

I promised myself I will not be emo this week at least till Sat! Jiayous with me okie?!

sth interesting! me! the fire tiger!
Fire-Tiger: 1926, 1986
Is independent, charismatic, flamboyant and restless.
Loves fun, non stop action and freedom.
Tend to take things too personal but have short memories.
Good to have around as a friend especially during turbulent times.

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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

;; { meaningful quotes }

while waiting for baobei and kim to reach, i found the following quotes that really describes..

“The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you.”

“The saddest love is to love someone, to know that they still want you, but the circumstances don’t let you have them.”

“They say that time heals all wounds but all it’s done so far is give me more time to think about how much I miss you.”

I hope it wont be a emo day for me! >.<

bitched @|6:04 PM|

;; { navy? }

im seriously considering the navy as my future career path. choices that interests me are naval officer, naval engineering officer, naval technical officer, naval combat systems specialist and naval combat medic..

maybe not joining at this moment.. perhaps in two years time? after i have enjoyed enough and am prepared to do something for the country.

i can live life once, only then i will be gone. so.. i should at least do something meaningful right?

i know a lot of ppl will consider that very stupid! but then, its a gd thing to consider la. i have to build up my sense of determination and responsibility and grow strong. know more how to protect myself and the ones i love wahhaha.. not such a bad idea right? i know training will be siong and i will feel like giving up.. but thats the whole point. i believe i will cherish myself, all my friends and loved ones and my life more when i have been thru the hardship..

i will not deny that certain factors have brought me to think of joining the navy.. haha.. but of cos its not completely becos of that ONE factor.. im also thinking if the navy could sponsor me thru my university studies under the LSA scholarship plan, it would be good.. hmm~

however, not to worry, i will take it into very deep consideration before i act on anything. =)

try to blog tonight~!

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Monday, December 22, 2008

;; { aching legs }

oh man.. my leg are aching like mad..

just what did i do with them?

1. ice skating for 2 hours.
2. playing bball arcade game for almost 8 rounds.
3. running after a bus for about one traffic light distance st raight after ice skating and bball.
4. going full day shopping on the very next day.
5. going gym for treadmill, step machine and situps the following day after shopping.
6. and finally walking home from the interchange after gym.

so.. that is how i killed my legs. LOL! argh..

well.. i din plan to walk home from the interchange as i felt the ache.. but i felt the nice cooling breeze and decided to walk home. so i just sat down so unglamly by the pavement, change my heels to shoes and walked in my working clothes (black spag + pants).

was walking slowly and playing songs on my mp3. i was happily skipping and humming.. then i took a look at the sky.. the stars are so beautiful.. just like the night when we were on the beach.. and then memories flooded in again.. and i just started crying.. you dont wan to know what i did LOL!

im so tired.. i hope i can feel my legs tml~ it was a nice day despite the emo'ing.

bitched @|10:55 PM|

;; { tiramisu!! }

wahhaha! im just home not long ago from west plaza.

had dh's tiramisu with baobei and eileen! sad that i have to leave before meh2 come~ and kim was away at bedok 85 so never come..

i feel high and drunk on tiramisu! woohaa!! so shiok! damn nice! i guess the wine and sweetness is getting to me heheeh!

but still feeling a bit tired leh.. although i have been at home for almost the whole day.. i guess im gonna ko soon!

nites guys =)

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Sunday, December 21, 2008

;; { guai guai! }

its sunday! man.. its so fast..

as you can see, im guai guai at home oh. im so proud of myself..

well, it have been a long time since i stayed at home to rest.. but most of you guys should know why sometimes i dread to be at home ya?

anyways, lets not talk about it!

till now, dec has been a eventful month! i went to a wedding dinner with alan, a ball with chris, opening event at erabelle with dear and ice skating with bro, his fren and donghao!

the wedding dinner was so sweet.. although i don know the wedding, but seeing the pictures and videos, i can feel the love and i feel so blissed. for a moment, i wanted to get married! lol! but it only lasted for an instant. after tat, i thought to myself, why get married when its not with the one i really love? for now, i guess singlehood would be the best and most fair choice for all. i enjoyed myself at the dinner with alan ;) including the fashion show we got sabo'ed for! was a gd try!

woo! i love the ball leh. i dono why but i quite like it. EXCEPT for the eating part. cos i have to eat soooo demurely. my prince for the night aka chris came to my house to pick me up. got me a goldheart necklace as a gift. i was so shocked! he helped me put it on like a gentleman and opens the door to his car for me! like princess leh! haha! we were caught in a jam on our way to sentosa cove where the event is held.

after we parked the car, we made our way to the event venue. and! *here comes the highlight of the day* i fell on my knees. yes.. literally! lol! cos i was wearing heels and i din see where i was walking. but as a regular fall-ee, small case la.. go toilet wash a bit can le. Chris, not your fault okie?! LOL

the atmosphere at the event was really nice. the feel of the breeze and all is so romantic. its like a fairytale leh princess going to ball. pity the ball no prince charming la hoh :x dinner was good. the acapella group was so fantastic! im mesmerised by them. omg. terrific man. i recorded the beatbox solo. kinda good. bring it on guys! u rocks.

ahh! my date, been the POPULAR and CHEEKY guy in is the platoon, kena sabo'ed up to stage being the magician assistant. and got his head inside the chopper thingy.. and.. WOOSH! lol he is still alive nw so.. yea.. its MAGIC~

the event ended around 11plus. we slowly walked back to the carpark. this time he held my hand in case i fall again LOL! the breeze was great. the setup is damn relaxing.. then just before the clock struck 12, cinderella is home =)

LUCKY~ i went to a opening event with dear ytd at Erabelle, and won a VIP SPA voucher worth $800. First time in my life i won something leh. and it is a big value. too bad i cant sell it.. so leongs..

after the opening event, we went shopping! she bought quite a lot of things! shirt, shoes, belt, top and some other things. i bought a rocker checkered skirt. dan we went to change and switch clothes. after that we went to take neoprint! hoho! i will post it up when i scan it!

i reached hm around 11pm ytd.. was really tired. legs were aching from ice skating and whole day of shopping! was happily talking, sms-ing but somehow, i got emo'ed. ard 12plus am i grabbed my cruiser from the fridge, went upstairs, sit by the stairs. memories started to flow, tears began to drop, heart started to ache. Oh well, its good that i relieve my sadness right? Better then keeping in all in! I will die of sufferocation!

Not to worry.. I will be okay soon.. I just need time to heal and forget.

ICE SKATING IS SO MUCH FUN! Donghao took great care of me hence I did not fall! hehe! Bro bought a friend from NTU basketball team with him. She is quite friendly and entertained my cam-whoring :x! LOL! I am so sorry i dragged you to camwhore with the whole gang okiey? Hehe! After ice-skating, we went to the arcade to challenge the basketball game, ME AND DH WON THE BASKETBALL DUO! Im so proud of myself! Hahha!! After that we run after bus 12, took the long ride home to Pasir Ris. Great day! I wish Baobei, Kim and Meh2 will be able to go with us the next trip okays?

Later gotta cook dinner for the family.. This is what i get for being guai at home for one day.. 真是没天理啊！

Its a damn long post :x

YAY~ Baobei coming back today! =)

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Friday, December 19, 2008

;; { the start of my blog }

dearest all,

officially, sherz has started to blog.. why? BECOS of my beloved xi fu er aka my pooh bor kia bor.

well.. nth much to type..

i wish her ah ma the bestest health and live strong. be strong dear.

peace out.

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